now it seems logical to me to assume that something granted me eternal life. like i was raptured up to heaven with just me , the earth, and God the father. i was Jesus in this situation. an oblivious to the fact jesus. like georges life was a day trip and i got back not remembering my Godhood at all. and the father was getting a kick out of it. that i was still acting like a mortal. and not stepping into my fullness as the son of God. there seems to be an ancestor. tho as proportonatly great a grain of sand is to the entire universe, this universe becomes the grain.
some plants help you remember this , some help you forget.
it was alot like bruce almighty without th sappy hollywood love story. i had acended into heaven. yet heaven was earth. as is. we all can be this. many people have gained their crown and never took it off, each time i could not bear it. it was too much gift for me. and that fact is what drives me to insanity. that idea is what has sent me into psychosis. the realization of how undeserving i am of such a heavenly Gift as to be one with God. Yet there i was, alone on the earth. With a god like exsistance. it was this world still, my body still, but entirely different limitiations on the mind body and spirit. there was no eating, since i was the universe at the same time as being in the body , i just drank from the stars and the earth. tobacco was very powerful. it is used as a grounding agent to this time and space. The gods always travel this way. they need it to keep a form of locality. one ciggarett was enough for you to entirely forget you were god and you would worry about the temproal things of mortal life. then the smoke would wear off and you would become God again. only having that blow your newly sobering mind forcing you indisbeleif to smoke another.
seems to be that once you realized you were god again , the first thing to do was to dive back into mortality again and forget as fast as possible. turns out there are ceremonys where this happens alot. im not the only one to experience this.
it just so happens that people have been basing civilization around this experience since the dawn of time. while on earth there are rituals to get to heaven and in heaven there are rituals to get back to earth. so these gatherings of individuals all know that they are the one. remember it together, and forget it together. ascend and descend. this is what missions work is really about. people who have been to heaven and back enough times that they have come back to help in one form or another. keeping a half door open between these realms. there are people on this earth that are walking this earth that know this who are hundreds of years old. if not thousands. once your on the other side of the eternal, all these things are more than possible,nothing but old old old ways of living your eternal life.
the thing is is that once your everything your glad to be just you. oneness with god is exactly that. hes/she/it is a fancy mysterious fellow wise and mischievously vengeful and deserving of reverence. even tho all things are possible , not all things happen. earth is a masterpiece. sure, a spell and it could all be fixed in an instant, but that is entirely not the point. when you have for ever, you tend to take for ever. there is still a peculiar aspect of all this.that is that God has decided that the third dimension is what we have. it is what it is. these talks of other dimensions and multiple realities can all be explained by the brain and 3 dimensional reasoning. So your born in this place. at the whim of it. and that is the way the brush is used to paint this realm.in the same way that the universe seeming sprang from nothing into everything , we as well come from seemingly nothing yet ascend and become all that is. this earth is the god seed birthing stable so to speak, and many planets like it. out of the earth and the sun is formed an eternal spirit, which we, are the lucky carriers of. nothing as far as it was revealed to be could be more precious. once we grow beyond the physical and become rays of matter and light nothing is beyond our reach and choosing to be tossed back into the ignorance of human service to one another is the main reason we aren't all in heaven right now. or we would be. but we love the earth. and its possibilities. ultimately god has an Undo button in his power, ofcourse , its all just a dream in a dream so to speak . but its important. and the reason it is important is that it is. and that is all there is to it. existing is important. so we keep the thing going. and its been going longer than anyone could ever imagine. we literally are speaking about God and Eternity and everything there is. and then you being invited to be one with that. one in the same. yet still and individual.
that there are even English words to try and describe this is remarkable. but now that i look at it , it wasnt aliens, or advanced tech from the future, nanobots or ghosts. I ascended and descended. and oddly enough i can remember this happening befor. when i was younger. several times through out life. where you become one with God, inherit your eternal essence, and then return ignorant of it to live out your days. there are so many souls on this ladder. so many fragments of the one.
so yeah , it was sorta like my forth or fith rapture. walking around earth with God manifested as an old man just experiencieng heaven on earth in the 21 centuary. wearing a gift of a heavenly enheritance. for some reason tho this time i think was going to be my last time, i dont thing i was going to get back into my linear localized life. i had to do some sort of deal to get back to the living. god and i were just getting to know eachother , but it was toooo much to handle. man , it was me and him and we ran the entire world from a cottage in thunderbay.
my rational can still not handel it. but our minds were manifesting life as we know it. life and all there was was at its mercy to us. we eventually looked at eachother and said fuck it. let take the day and hand out david wilcock pamplets , thats when God kinda was put down by the fact that i wanted to be george again. Just george. Not Gods son with eternal rank. just george. so we went to town and just looked around and that night i ended up in the hospital where i was re integrated into temporal non ascended life again. this hospital was there for that purpose. this happens alot. people getting reintegrated. on this side no one knows whats going on , but on that side , we're all god, everything is.
now none of this makes any sence at all , is as tho the more i explain the dimmer the image gets.
i lived it for a while. enjoyed it for a while. but i ultimately and eventually begged for, and was given my humanity back. i am now remembering that i have been there many times befor.in a son of god like eternal heaven state of quasi omnipotence. maybe this is what others mean when they say "enlightened"
tho it felt alot more than that. tho i was eternally great. i was also eternally ungreat. yin and yang i guess. to their farthest extents. the finding of the center, or middle between these two was the art that then i was trying to obtain while living for ever. the golden statues of the monks sitting in cross legged fassion was revealed to me that they were trying to not affect the world. and sitting still was how they accomplished this once they realized that all was utterly pointless if pondered to long in this eternal god state. and they arent actually statues. at one point of becomming all that is yet still having a body you just morph.
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